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TRIAL OF SIR THOMAS
MORE: Letter to Henry VIII
(March 5, 1534) But now is my most humble suit unto your excellent Highness, partly to beseech the same, somewhat to tender my poor honesty, but principally that your accustomed goodness, no sinister information move your noble Grace to have any more distrust of my truth and devotion toward you than I have, or shall during my life give the cause. For in this matter of the wicked woman of Canterbury I have unto your trusty Counselor Master Thomas Cromwell, by my writing, as plainly declared the truth as I possibly can, which my declaration, of his duty toward your Grace and his goodness toward me, he hath, I understand, declared unto your Grace. In any part of all which my dealing, whether any other man may peradventure put any doubt or move any scruple of suspicion, that can I neither tell, nor lieth in mine hand to let, but unto myself is it not possible any part of my said demeanor to seem evil, the very clearness of mine own conscience knoweth in all the matter my mind and intent so good. Wherefore most gracious Sovereign, I neither will,
nor well it can become me, with your Highness to reason and argue
the matter,
but in my most humble manner, prostrate at your gracious feet, I only
beseech
your Majesty with your own high prudence and your accustomed goodness
consider
and weigh the matter. And then, if in your so doing, your own virtuous
mind
shall give you, that notwithstanding the manifold excellent goodness
that your
gracious Highness hath by so many manner ways used unto me, I be a
wretch of
such monstrous ingratitude, as could with any of them all, or with any
other
person living, digress from my bounden duty of allegiance toward your
Grace,
then desire I no further favor at your gracious hand, than the loss of
all that
ever I may lose in this world, goods, lands, and liberty and finally my
life
withal. Whereof the keeping of any part unto myself could never do me
pennyworth of pleasure, but only should then my recomfort be, that
after my
short life and your long, which with continual prosperity to God's
pleasure our
Lord for his mercy send you, I should once meet with your Grace again
in
heaven, and there be merry with you, where among mine other pleasures
this
should yet be one, that your Grace should surely see there then, that
(howsoever you take me) I am your true beadsman now and ever have been,
and
will be till I die, howsoever your pleasure be to do by me. Howbeit, if in the considering of my cause, your
high wisdom and gracious goodness perceive (as I verily trust in God
you shall)
that I none otherwise have demeaned? myself than well may stand with my
bounden
duty of faithfulness toward your royal Majesty, then in my most humble
wise I
beseech your most noble Grace that the knowledge of your true
gracious
persuasion in that behalf may relieve the torment of my present
heaviness,
conceived of the dread and fear (by that I hear such grievous bill put
by your
learned Council into your high Court of Parliament against me) lest
your Grace
might by some sinister information be moved anything to think the
contrary,
which if your Highness do not (as I trust in God and your great
goodness the
matter by your own high prudence examined and considered, you will
not) then,
in my most humble manner, I beseech your Highness further (albeit that
in
respect of my former request this other thing is very slight) yet sith
your
Highness hath here before of your mere abundant goodness heaped and
accumulated
upon me (though I was thereto very far unworthy) from time to time both
worship
and great honor, too, and sith I now have left off all such things, and
nothing
seek or desire but the life to come, and in the meanwhile pray for your
Grace,
it may like your Highness of your accustomed benignity somewhat to
tender my
poor honesty and never suffer, by the mean of such a bill pur forth
against me,
any man to take occasion hereafter against the truth to slander me;
which thing
should yet by the peril of their own souls do them self more hurt than
me,
which shall, I trust, settle mine heart, with your gracious favor, to
depend
upon the comfort of the truth and hope of heaven, and not upon the
fallible
opinion or soon spoken words of light and soon changeable people. And thus, most dread and most dear sovereign Lord,
I beseech the blessed Trinity preserve your most noble Grace, both in
body and
soul, and all that are your well willers, and amend all the contrary,
among
whom if ever I be or ever have been one, then pray I God that he may
with mine
open shame and destruction declare it. At my poor house in Your
most humble and most heavy faithful
subject and beadsman, |